Thursday, September 27, 2012

Gotta get this Offa My Chess

So I dunno if you've noticed but Im feeling chatty today, its probably because I'm not wearing contacts and the blurry vision makes me think ppl see me blurry too so I feel more comfy to share snce the details can't be scrutinized >_> so I think lmfaoo perception is a funny thing.  But yea I read  somewhere that Micki Minaj said that Foxy Brown's broken Silence album changed her life... so like a little stalker aka barbie I went and got Foxy's album and lo and behold it has changed my life too.  i love Foxy's rawness she is so open so vulnerable.  her albums are very lyrical well written and theres not that much superficial posturing shes says what she says the good and the bad about her her relationships and all her short comings.  She writes all about her medical problems, hurt, hopelessness, and depression just as real as she writes about her ill na na and I love it the balance and the full ride of her albums is really a refreshing kind of thing.  She is so open and strong, she is an amazing rapper and not credited enough for her talent.  Then i started listening to even more of her music and it turns out allll of her albums are good.  I always liked her as an artist and as a role model but I usually just listened to the singles not the whole albums when I was younger I didn't care about content w.e w.e judge me!  but rele though people r sleeping on the fox!  She is a phenomenal artist and one of the greatest rappers ever and she was so young when she was writing all this.  smh to be a woman its usually never a good time in this word.  I think her talent was not fully recognized and respected because of the time that she came out, women were just being heard then.  The ox still shines no doubt but she is not getting her full credit all because of discrimination..if I ever get to tell the story she would be named one of the deppest and greatest rappers ever!!!!  Long live the Fox!!!  bk !! lol

This Past Sunday

This past Sunday I woke up and did all the things I wanted to doon Saturday but was too lazy too lmfaooo I finally hauled ass and got my library card lmfaoo cheesy I know but YOU DON'T JUDGE ME! OR MY BUCKET LIST!  then I ate soem Rataouille it was goooooood :D lmfaooo, then I went and got tickets to see the ONE THEEE ONLY MESHELL INDEGEOCELLO! pow BItch! i can't wait

Did ya'll know that Misehh used to date Alice Walkers daughter and that Alice Walker was seeing Tracy Chapman for a while????? whooooooooooo i kno me neither thats an interesting little les' bo grouping going on.  But yea.... then I went and finallyyy got my eyebrows done and got a facial = MUCH NEEDED ...VERY RELAXING!!!  I went shopping and finally got a winter coat and maybe tommorow I can go put my stuff in the cleaners to be taken in I need that whole jacket tailored can't wait ima ask for puffy shoulders bwahahahahahah I need to go get my nails done today maybe on lunch I dunno if I just want a clear coat or a color :/

Return of the Mac

So I have an awkward as hell renuinionish shindigg going on this Friday dunno what tah dew dunno what tah say so Ima just show up stay positive and be me.  *shrugs*  I'll tell ya'll how Aressted development went though mfaoo They better play Mr. Wendel and Everyday People!  thats all i want 


Its so difficult watching someone suffer when you have the remedy especially when you love the person and they won't listen to your advice v-v I suppose every genius goes through this when they have a solution and everyone thinks you're just wacky with strange ideas <_> the truth is you've been there and done that and your always upbeat because you've figured out how to solve the problem -__- Pride is bad stubborness is even worse we would all do a lot better if we knew when and who to listen too 

Full Schedules A Blessing Or A Curse

So it seems like life is so much more fulfilling when you're constantly running but in doing so you miss the quiet time that is also invaluable and gone forever.  Like time spent with pets, or time just spent resting and powering back up.  Then when your sitting and not "doing much" you regret having a million things to do.  I I personally feel accomplished after a marathon lunch hour with 10 different errands scattered all over midtown, maybe its just the adrenaline high :/  I dunno but it just seems as though the grass is always greener.  When I'm busy and I've filled my calendar I complain about being so tired, when I'm bored I regret not "living it up"  I guess there's balance to be found in everything.  >_> w.e w.e  you know I prefer a thousand things to do lmfaoo STAY IN DA SCKEETZ

Friday, September 21, 2012

Workout Tyme

*Sighs*  An extra Large bish just made an unnecessary comment about my weight..which made me upset..when I'm upset I workout..which makes me look even better, yet she remains ......."no comment" so this cycle works for me however I would appreciate it if unhappy people would just make the necessary changes instead of spewing haterade everywhere. -___- I need my treadmill wu sahh! lmao not that I usually give a sh*t about someones BS comment its the jealous rage bitter nasty energy assault I don't appreciate.  Oh well Starships...!
Lil kim voice "if i wuz i would hate me too!"

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Is it Really Michael tho

Subway 1980s

this picture... that guy on the right...


I feels like I'm livin lmao!!! this my year! rofl such a mes so far such a beautifully pipping hot mess! *dead*

That face

Yea i know that feeling all too well. But once the dust settles all you can do is move forward and figure out a way to stop this from happening again. Even if its with little tricks like you will show up if you left something there or you will come if you bring a gift. Thee Old no Call No Show is always a wacktastic thing but sometimes necessary -_- until the next no call show which I kinda hope doesn't happen.